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Thursday, June 25, 2015

Post Summer Getaway!

Last June 12 my friends, Bill and Ate Kath headed to Nasugbu, Batangas to have our post summer getaway at Canyon Cove Hotel and Spa. We will be spending 3 days and 2 nights at the said place. I've never been out of the metro for decades and I've spent most of my life here in the city so going out of the most crowded place really made me feel excited!! 

I have motion sickness so I'm not good at long hours of traveling. TTUTT Oh the struggle of having it ! As much as I like to travel, I just can't enjoy it 

I know I've already introduced you my best friend, Bill in my previous posts. His mother (Tita) is the Resort Manager of the Canyon Cove Hotel so just imagine the perks of it ! :D 

Day 1:
Upon arriving, Tita hurriedly went to work while we stayed a little before exploring the beach outside.

This is the view from our room's terrace!

Sea and the clouds sharing the same hue ! <3
Going out, this is the first thing that you'll see, this huge pool.
And it's a few walks away from this! 
Much needed vitamin sea! I can't even remember the last time I went to a beach. The sand is very comforting and the sea is very calm. 

Walking by the seashore because I'm feeling so romantic lol ! 

My dear best friend/sponsor hahaha !

Thursday, June 18, 2015

Chapter 5 of 2015

Basically, May has been an err month for me. I've been watching movies up until 3 am almost every night, my body clock was totally ruined as I treat morning as night and vice versa. I kept on trying to get back into track but I always fail. I've been spending this vacation on so many unproductive things. I wanna go jog but my body's not just into it hahaha !! Fall asleep at morning-wake up at noon-eat-watch a movie all night long and so on and so forth. I'm not proud about this but since this really is the content of my May, might as well tell hahaha ! You know how much I love telling stories guys! Kkk~ 

Again, this is such a long hiatus since my last entry, it's mainly because I shamelessly spend it on doing nothing and I'm sorry guys for not keeping you posted. 

I gained a lot of weight and what saddened me the most is how people reacted to this subject. Bodyshaming is not good y'all. Personally, I'm used to being called "fat" and other names but there'll be those times when I still feel emotionally hurt about it. "They" always tell me to go on a diet almost everyday and it's crazy how they shove it into my face. My self esteem drop and I don't feel happy when I look at myself in the mirror. I no longer want to wear anything that "fits" me because I got a lot of unwanted attention. I became self conscious and I just don't feel confident anymore.

Since I'm stuck at the house for quite some time, my gang decided to have a little gathering. It was only for a short period of time but worth every minute of it. I haven't seen them in a while after the graduation.