Cute Polka Dotted Rainbow Bow Tie Ribbon The Blueberry Star: September 2015

Wednesday, September 30, 2015

East Wood + Ramen Cool

If you think that my world revolves around food, you're wrong right. I must admit. We can never argue about that one.

In fact, I recently met up with my college friends.  

To hihihihihu you know, 

To eat.

Because food is ♥

First was when we celebrated my couple friend's second anniversary!! A midnight buffet at Eastwood is always a brilliant idea. 

 Tasty food + good company = FUNtastic night! 

Trust me, I tried so hard to make my plate looked good. Haha ! 

Thinking "how should I hide my bloated belly after this"?

and who says you can't enjoy pancakes and waffles in the middle of the night ? 
Oh look! What an ugly looking pancake. Ughh I failed my art teacher so bad. Sorry sensei ~ (-A-)

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Hyorin "Lonely"

Another Kpop song to put salt into my wounds. #CurrentFeels

♪♫Lonely you lonely you, do you know my heart?

Lonely heart lonely heart, no one is by my side
Again today, La La La Lonely La La La Lonely
My heart drenched in rain is La La La Lonely La La La Lonely
Will you hold me?

I’m weak from being hurt by the scarring love

But will you still love me? Oh oh oh oh♪♫


Friday, September 18, 2015

Quick Blog Post: 3 AM Thoughts

I wish I was better at telling people how I really feel.

"Are you happy?" is such a difficult question. I always said yes, because I have friends, I laugh at jokes, I go out a lot and have fun. My life is not as bad as it could be, and I don't have terrible problems. It could be worst.

But then, one night at 3 am when I'm alone still awake, lying in bed, thinking about life, I find myself crying my heart out. I convinced myself long ago that nobody will ever like me. I'm used to being alone now but sometimes I'd feel horrible and question everything I have.

And I don't know if I was ever happy at all.

Every night there's a constant reminder that all I have is myself.
I would cry and laugh about how stupid I look.

I really hate blogging at 3 am, I have these weird thoughts running through my mind.

I'm sad.
I'm tired.
I'm lonely.
but it's okay
because I'm

I'm one heck of a dramatic, complicated woman.


Wednesday, September 9, 2015

Bigbang "Let's Not Fall in Love"

Hey guys ~ So starting today, I'm gonna launch a new segment/category into this little page of mine. This will include the songs that I'm currently addicted to or the so called "last song syndrome". Apparently, I'm the type of person who easily gets hooked into a song, so expect a long thread into this segment. Looking back and thinking "Why didn't I thought of this sooner"? Music plays a huge part of my life and I truly believe that emotions can really affect the kind of music you're listening to. As for me, when I'm happy, I sing an upbeat song, when I'm sad, I sing slow tempo songs but  more often sing a very loud song and just go cray and start to cry  to go insane. I couldn't go on a day without listening to music. They help me describe my feelings and thoughts so that's how important it is to me! 

Anyway, going to the actual segment, this is the song I've been listening to for a whole week for now. #Guilty.

If you're into Kpop you would know what I'm talking about right ? Bigbang is very popular and I've been a fan since grade school. "Let's Not Fall In Love" is a song about a guy who likes a girl but is not ready to commit. This is for the people who's neglecting themselves from love because the thought of being hurt scare them. Playing safe and enjoying the moment while it lasts. 

Avoiding love before it gets too deep. 

♪♫Let’s not fall in love, we don’t know each other very well yet

Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry

Let’s not make promises, you never know when tomorrow comes

But I really mean it when I say I like you♪♫


Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Chapter 8 of 2015

August hmmm how should I describe you ? A troublesome one ? 

Hi! Hello guys! It's me again! Grace!! It's time for our monthly entry :) if you've been reading my blog for a while, you knew what this entry is gonna be about. For those who don't, it's my mini summarization of the past month. 

So shall we start ?

I remeber having a lunch with my sister in (again) a japanese restaurant. Well, japanese food is our go-to food. Whenever we ran out of ideas on where to eat this would always be our last resort. I haven't tried other asian cuisines to be honest because I'm too fond of japanese food lol ! 

Not only this was satisfying, it's also affordable too! 

This is me creeping on my sister while she's eating hahaha ! 

Oh I'd like to show you something !
This is a part of our room wall covered with nothing but anime posters. I actually got tons hidden because it lacks space already T^T If I have to count all of them, it would take me a while. Me and my sister has been collecting posters and other anime merchandise since grade school. So just imagine the amount of collections we have right now. It's probably something I'm proud of having :)