Cute Polka Dotted Rainbow Bow Tie Ribbon The Blueberry Star: April 2014

Sunday, April 27, 2014

My 7 Childhood Beliefs

When I was a kid, everything seems to be happier. My feelings were always heightened. I cry for the very shallow reasons like not getting what I want or whenever my parents ignore me. But as I slowly approach the adulthood, I realized that being a kid was the most enjoyable and memorable moment of my life and if I could only wish, I'd wish not to grow up anymore and just be a kid forever.Because being a child means no drama, no problems, no trust issues, no care in the world and no broken hearts. Unlike now, I've heard countless dramas and unlimited problems. I live in a generation where I have to care for every little thing because people will judge me, finding my true friends became hard and my heart has been badly broken and played
 (cheers for the broken hearted girl wtf!) to sum it all, being a child is way more fun ! Growing up sucks.

Friday, April 18, 2014

9 Things I Just Can't Handle

Random list I just came up with :D

Here are the 9 things I just really can't stand!

1.) Darkness- I couldn't stand being in the dark for a long time because that is where my imagination together with my brain make up some scary ideas. Darkness as in pitch black not the dark of the night. I really don't like it. It's as scary as hell. I'm now 19 but if you left me in somewhere dark, I'd probably cry! some find peace in the dark and I really wonder how could they do that ? 

2.) Perverts- I know, I know, who wouldn't want to punch someone who keeps on peeping between your legs even when you're decently dressed ? That happens to me all the time, especially when I'm wearing my uniform and seated properly. Guys would be like cracking and breaking their necks just to get a view.There'd be times where I confront them or gave them a death glare just to let them know that I've caught their sneaky little act!

3.) Trashy Attitudes- I've known many people who have them. I just really can't handle that. I mean if you have a problem with me, talk to me. Don't show me that kind of attitude. It's frustrating when someone acts all mighty and know it all and someone who is full of him/herself. People like them should keep their feet on the ground. They haven't even reach anything yet but then they act like that. That is so wrong people!
This also applies to the younger generation. Kids nowadays are so impolite and disrespectful! Some are just 12 or younger but they'd be like "oh my gosh he broke up with meee ! What am I gonna do I can't live without him"!!!. Ha ! Bitch please ! when I was 12 I'm still confused about Hannah Montana and Miley Cyrus !! 

4.) Annoying Noises- I have tons of it ! Like the tapping of the pen against the table or chairs, the sound of fingernails against the blackboard or in a wall. I know I'm not the only one. Also I don't like when a terrible singer sings (I didn't mean to offend anyone) but my face literally shows when I dislike what I'm hearing. I don't know it but some told me about it, that my facial expressions change. I think I unconsciously do it. Sorry to anyone if I made a face like that. I'll try to control that bad mannerism of mine.I'm no good singer myself so maybe that's why I look like a dying horse when I sing 

5.) Seeing Bruises- I just can't stand seeing bruises, especially those large, violet, pinkish and greenish colored ones. T__T omg just describing it makes me feel bad.I don't know if I'm the only one but I feel unwell and weak whenever I see a bruise whether it's mine or in others' body. It's draining my energy to be honest. I just can't look at it ! Is there a scientific explanation about it ? xD

Saturday, April 12, 2014

The Thing That Happened in High School that Pretty Much Changed My Life Forever

When I was in my first year of high school, I fell head over heels in love with the swimmer of our school.It's not as simple as that, because he was my first love and I've never dedicated myself to someone as much as I dedicated myself to him. I even had 3 diaries written all about him ! That's how crazy I was before. 

It was the start of school year, when I got hooked by this guy sitting on the floor in the next class. My eyes glued to him already and that's how it all started.I kept an eye on him then told my friends about it.

They told me to make friends with him and so I did. I even bought him a gift! Well, it turned out well and we became friends. He's kind and very friendly too! I was happy because he's not avoiding me though I knew he may think of me as a creep! 

Friday, April 4, 2014

How My February and March Went


Me and my friends ditched the Educational Tour last February 28, 2014 and made our own tour haha ! originally we planned to have a swimming outing but because we're running out of time and some of my friends were late, we decided to changed the plan and chose the diabetic route ! 

Wanna know where we went ?

Tadaaaaaaaaaaa~! We went to Love Desserts! We actually had trouble locating it but after years of walking and huge thanks to my friend's GPS, we're able to reached the location !
Since it's my first time going there I'm really excited !! 
 I've heard a lot of positive feedbacks about this so I want to experience it myself too~ it's also a chance for me to make a review about this and to encourage others to try this out.