Dear you, you who broke my heart and soul...

Thank you. 

I'm grateful that you broke my heart because it saved me from wasting my time being stuck on you and on my old life.

I was living a dishonest life, thinking you were worth the pain despite catching you red-handed. I told myself every day that if I just held on and waited for you to change, things might be different. But they weren't. You knew you were my weakness and took advantage, pretending to love me while another woman made you happy. I'm not sorry, and I know I did the right thing. It wasn't losing you that broke me; it was the breakup itself. 

I remember feeling angry, confused, and disappointed throughout. You cried and promised you would never hurt me again, but you still did. So thank you. Maybe the way you treated me made moving on easier. Because of you, I realized my worth. Although what happened made me terrified to love again, I’m positive that someone out there will love me—the honest and genuine kind of love, the kind that won’t make me question my value every night.

In the end, I forgive you, even if you're not sorry and even if the closure I desperately needed will never come. Thank you because loving you taught me how to give, to hurt, to lose, to heal, and to pick up my broken pieces and walk away when I needed to. Thank you for making that choice and for choosing a path away from me. I’ve learned an important lesson, and I will use this time to grow and to focus on myself. 

I will blossom in my own time.

Hey !

Today, I will be sharing you guys my experience at Nomi Matcha!

This was dated way back November but since your girl slacked off, I wasn't able to do it on time lol 

Anywaaaaaaay, better late than never :)

I just discovered Nomi Matcha from my Facebook feed and I absolutely fell in love with it. Nomi Matcha as what their name says, is a cafe dedicated to all matcha varieties. I did a little research and I found out that one of the owners actually runs a matcha cafe back in Kyoto so they make sure they use the same matcha for the authenticity and quality which is obviously why this cafe seems to be a favorite~

Fortunately, I have a friend who shares the same obsession with me when it comes to matcha so we got down to business !! 

aaand we didn't hold back lol

Kicking it off with the Matcha Platter: Php470

A bit pricey if you ask me but everything is soo good T^T

My top two faves are the Tiramisu and the Churros~

Vien ordered Croque Monsieur Php290

and I had Pork Kastu Sando Php280

Legit felt healthy munching on these lololol

For our beverages, we had Matcha Frosty and Matcha Surprise.

Matcha Surprise: Php170

It's a unique combination of matcha and fruity flavors which surprisingly tasted refreshing!

Verdict: I love it!

Everything tasted good and the price range can be quite overwhelming but think about it, you are actually eating/drinking the exact matcha they use in Japan. ♥

I'm a huge fan of both Matcha and Japan so this is the closest I could get to them lol! #Someday 

Also, the cute-sy pink and earthy combination of their interior gives off a relaxing vibe of the place. Highly recommended! I will probably treat myself here again some other time! I heard their Cookie Shot is delicious too! :)

If you guys want to visit the place, they are located at

G/F W City Center 30th Street corner 7th Ave, Bonifacio Global City

Operating Hours: Daily from 8am-10pm 

Thank you for reading! Til my next update ♥

Grace~♥

Before I start this post, just wanna greet you guys a HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I have to admit I've been slacking off since November, can't you tell ? This post alone is long overdue! so since it is the way it is, I'll be combining both November and December post here so this will be lengthy. 


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I was finally able to try out a Cafe that is only dedicated to Matcha!! 
ma haaaart *Q*

Nomi Matcha located at BGC. 
Fortunately, I have a friend who's also a matcha lover coz you know, most of my friends dislike the greeny-earthy taste so yep. Vien is heaven sent lolol.
and I'm also planning on creating a separate post with more pics, prices etc. so watch out for it. For now, I will just tease you with these photos!



Addition to my matcha hunt series!!

Tokyo Bubble Tea!!


Ramen Cool

And another one from my dearest friend, Vien !! Arigatouu~

I also got a chance to go back at Canyon Cove together with my friends and tried Waterpark Adventure for the first time!














Of course photo op as usual!









Thank you Tita for being so accommodating and generous♥



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Birth month ♥ 
It was overwhelming. I have no words to describe it.

Our team also had our mini Christmas Party!
Thank you for being amazing guys ♥






Moving on, we also have Christmas! my all time favorite occasion.
I'm just happy I get to spend it with my family.





Lastly, my sister and I attended Cosplay Matsuri for the sole purpose of hoarding her otome merch -_- Mystic Messenger. 
It was a nice experience, I haven't been to a con for several years. The last time I went was at Ozine like 10 years ago ? lol not sure!



This kawaii bean and sunflower hairclip.

I bought myself Sailor moon earrings from Dolly Moon. 
Too bad I don't have a photo !


and here we can see my sister buying meat after fangirling at Cosplay Matsuri because #adulting lol 




And to finish my mahou shoujo addiction, I got these CCS tumbler and this magic wand given to me by my sister and a friend. 



Thank you 2018!
I went through a lot and learned from it. 
I will face 2019 with a stronger and braver heart.

I've always been afraid of losing people I love. Sometimes I wonder if there is anyone out there afraid to lose me. But there will be a time when you just have to let go, not because you don't love them anymore, but because they're eating your soul and heart out and you become this monstrous creature who crave for someone's presence.  

If you ask me, I think the hardest part of losing someone isn't having to say goodbye, but rather learning to live without them, always trying to fill the void and trying to cope with emptiness that's left inside your heart when they go.

It's like mourning for someone who is still alive. 

Losing the one person you love is never easy.